urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:silentlovesongx Ill Be Your Cheap Novelty Ill Be Your Cheap Novelty 2004-12-09T23:59:53Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:silentlovesongx:1464 2004-12-09T23:59:19Z 2004-12-09T23:59:53Z Taking Back Sunday (oh yess) <i>When everything gets lonely I can be my own best friend</i><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><b>I think ive figured it out.</b> What im going to do with this problem of mine. I think im over this problem. Im not to sure if I definatly am. But right now it just feels <i>right</i>. I dont know im never around the problem so I dont know. Ive just been thinking. How much shit it caused in my life. Even though I would NEVER take back the time spent around this problem. Im thinking maybe its done with. <i> Do I really want to put myself through that much pain again?</i><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />I did suprisingly well in school this week. I got a new class last week and im making up all the work. In english 12 ive done very good lately. And all of my other classes Im doing fine. And it really feels good <i>to finally pass</i> I just had to make myself do it.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><b>I need a fucking job...</b><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><i>I’ll grab a coffee and the paper have my own conversations</i> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:silentlovesongx:1225 2004-12-06T00:48:37Z 2004-12-06T00:48:37Z Funeral For A Friend Its been a nutty weekend..Vee's Party....The shit.. even though I only stayed for about 2 hours. <b>Happy Birthday Vee!</b> <br /><br /><i> Its Okay Because Your No Name</i><br />And Its Still.. <b>Its Whatever</b><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />I dont know whats going on anymore. All ive been doing is getting fucked up. Constantly. I never knew it would be this hard. Never. But it really is. About 2 years is too long for me. And who says it <i>will happen?</i> I just need to talk to them. About everything but I dont know what to say or when ill have the chance or time. Maybe it will be soon.<br /><br /><br /><br />Im doing so much better in school this year. I may even graduate next year. I have a full schedule. 1-Gym/Science 2-Us.1 3-Us.2 4-English 10 5-English 12 6-Math <br />As many classes as I can have right now. Yeah so hopefully I do well. But I ahve <i>No Clue</i> what I want to do when I do graduate. All I know is im moving out.<br /><br /><br /><br />My hopes are so high<br />That your kiss might kill me.<br />So won't you kill me<br />So I die happy.<br />My heart is yours to fill or burst<br />To break or bury<br />Or wear as jewelery<br />Which ever you prefer.