| My Worth Is Only Defined By The Next Disaster |
[Dec. 9th, 2004|06:32 pm] |
| [ | Blistered Bloody Scarlet Lips |
| |  accomplished | ] |
| [ | The Bottles In My Hand |
| | Taking Back Sunday (oh yess) | ] |
When everything gets lonely I can be my own best friend
I think ive figured it out. What im going to do with this problem of mine. I think im over this problem. Im not to sure if I definatly am. But right now it just feels right. I dont know im never around the problem so I dont know. Ive just been thinking. How much shit it caused in my life. Even though I would NEVER take back the time spent around this problem. Im thinking maybe its done with. Do I really want to put myself through that much pain again?
I did suprisingly well in school this week. I got a new class last week and im making up all the work. In english 12 ive done very good lately. And all of my other classes Im doing fine. And it really feels good to finally pass I just had to make myself do it.
I need a fucking job...
I’ll grab a coffee and the paper have my own conversations |
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| Jynx Me Something Crazy |
[Dec. 5th, 2004|07:31 pm] |
| [ | Blistered Bloody Scarlet Lips |
| |  discontent | ] |
| [ | The Bottles In My Hand |
| | Funeral For A Friend | ] |
Its been a nutty weekend..Vee's Party....The shit.. even though I only stayed for about 2 hours. Happy Birthday Vee!
Its Okay Because Your No Name
And Its Still.. Its Whatever
I dont know whats going on anymore. All ive been doing is getting fucked up. Constantly. I never knew it would be this hard. Never. But it really is. About 2 years is too long for me. And who says it will happen? I just need to talk to them. About everything but I dont know what to say or when ill have the chance or time. Maybe it will be soon.
Im doing so much better in school this year. I may even graduate next year. I have a full schedule. 1-Gym/Science 2-Us.1 3-Us.2 4-English 10 5-English 12 6-Math
As many classes as I can have right now. Yeah so hopefully I do well. But I ahve No Clue what I want to do when I do graduate. All I know is im moving out.
My hopes are so high
That your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me
So I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst
To break or bury
Or wear as jewelery
Which ever you prefer. |
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